spring officially started last week but yet winter had to revisit us again this weekend. so along with the blah weather, i'm feeling blahs myself. funny how i only want to write when i'm feeling blah. so i guess you can surmise from my lack of blog posts that life overall has been fairly good.
recently i've made a few realizations.
-i will never have another spring break, christmas break, or winter break ever again in my life.
-my weekly schedule is now owned by corporate america
-i am my mother's daughter in more ways than i'm proud of
-i'm demanding, impatient, and sometimes stubborn
-however my early awareness of the above is hope that i can improve for the better
-i'm easily influenced
-i'm afraid i'm in over my head
-i'm way more inexperienced than i thought
-i have a strong hunger for real, honest companionship and i'm afraid it's going to scare people away.
-i get easily distracted from my goals and need to refocus. the GRE has been indefinitely put on the backburner.
-i sometimes don't know why i do what i do. *shrug*
-i focus too much on the details and not the big picture. working on this
-i often stick my foot in my mouth...i.e. this week i said the stupidest thing i could possibly come up with: "how many quarters are there in a year?" of course i knew the answer, i just had an urge to say it in question form!
-i can be such a Girl i annoy myself.
-i sin. every single day. yet God keeps giving me chances.
as you see...i'm not perfect. in fact this is just a sampling of how far from perfect i really am. so thank you for still taking and accepting me just as I am.